I am writing this in fear. I am scared that me and
my friends will be beaten up by drunken goons who are also students of SRFTI. I
am scared that my garden will be destroyed, my cat will be killed, my mother
will be beaten up, my room will be set fire to. These are the thoughts which are
running in my mind while writing this. Why?
Ever since I complained against sexual harassment
on campus along with several other
female students, and three professors were suspended, I have been facing the
most brutal form of intimidation and violence. I have been called names on social media, meetings have been held against me, I have been branded as mad.
Have been accused of having ruined the ‘reputation of the institute’.
On 6th February 2016 a circular was
passed around saying that drinking in public has been banned on campus. A
picture of that notice was shared on WhatsApp groups in which students are
members. People argued against it.
Badminton tournament happened in the following days. Yesterday, on 7th
February 2016 the commentator of badminton tournament announced that there was
going to be a party after the tournament and that people were expected to
contribute money for the same. S, my classmate was sitting next to the
commentator and whispered into his ears. The commentator immediately corrected
himself over the microphone that it was not a ‘party’ and that it was a ‘bhajan
keertan’ because parties were banned of late.
I was very disturbed that night and went up to Vai
Vow’s room to sleep. His room is on the second floor. Mine is on the ground
floor. At around 6 a.m on 8th February 2016 I woke up to the sound
of metal beating against metal. I got scared. I couldn’t understand what was
happening. Vai Vow went outside the room. He came back in a couple of minutes
and said that he was going to record something. He had been asked to record it
all and use it as proof by S, who was drinking there. I got more
scared. I followed him outside into the corridor from where you could see what
was happening. A group of drunken men were shouting abuses in the badminton
court of the girl’s hostel. This was right in front of my room. When they saw
that Vai Vow was recording two of them left the frame. They were hitting the
poles on the court with a metal rod. One of them said to Vai Vow ‘Jaake suna
dena apne behan ke laudi ko’, referring to me. You can hear it here in this
video which I uploaded without Vai Vow’s permission and against his wish.
He continued showering abuses.
Vai Vow called the hostel warden and said that
there was hooliganism happening in the hostel and that he had to intervene. He
came in some time and I heard more abuses. Neither of us slept for the rest of
the night.
I asked Debja Ni and Bal, my neighbours, to be
careful too.
In the morning I went and reported the incident to
the ICC for Sexual Harassment. When I came back I saw the warden playing
cricket with the drunken offenders. The video is here. The warden is the one who is batting.
You can see my clothes hanging in front of room. I saw that they had upturned a banner I had placed in front of my room. My newspaper which was on the latch of the door had been thrown on the badminton court.
You can see my clothes hanging in front of room. I saw that they had upturned a banner I had placed in front of my room. My newspaper which was on the latch of the door had been thrown on the badminton court.
I called the warden and asked why he was playing
badminton with the same people who had abused me in the morning. He told me
that he had been forced to do that. I asked him to ask them to stop creating a
ruckus in front of my room. He did that. All of them marched to the administration
side of the campus. They held a meeting there and decided to talk to the
authorities regarding the ban on public drinking. They had another issue too,
the restriction placed on one senior student. He had been banned from entering
the campus. [The person himself has been spreading rumours that the decision
was based on my complaint. It was not.] The students wanted the offender to be
brought back to campus. In the meeting which was held by the director of the
institute with the dean and all faculty members students argued that they loved
alcohol and they wanted to drink on campus and in public spaces.
I asked the director why even after urging him to
address the students on the matter of sexual harassment for weeks he had
refused to do it and only wrote a letter which was pasted on notice boards and
why he had agreed to meet all the students in the preview theatre along with
faculty and dean when the matter in question was alcohol. He said that I had no
right to question him. I asked him to ask what Sau Suman had called me in the
morning, I asked him to tell me the meaning of the expletive he had used so
that everyone could hear it. The director said that it was not a question and
answer session. The dean asked me to leave the room because I was agitated.
Yes, I am agitated. When my life is under threat I
will be agitated. Sweet talking is a privilege. Sanity is a privilege here in
SRFTI. When drunken people were abusing me nobody was bothered. When I raised
my voice in a meeting I became the mad girl (again).
Rape has already happened. SRFTI will stop only
when it sees murder. Or perhaps it won’t even then.
If youre so fucken afraid of consequences why the fuck are you digging your own grave
ReplyDeleteIf YOU agreed what Godard famously said 'Every edit is a lie'. Every cut is a lie. Every shot is stolen. Then its important to rethink it. Every Stories has its own meaning.
ReplyDeleteYes, i agree. But i believe that regardless of the meaning we are all telling the same story or parts of it :)
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